I share these letters publicly. It is an opportunity for readers to dig around in my mind a little. It is also dedicated to the person I thought I would spend my life with. I would call us amicable today but life had a way of playing games with us. I am happy for the time we had together then. Unfortunately we are completely different people today. I am on an amazing journey and this chapter was the key to open the door for this “book” I am currently writing.